Right, so hello, hello and welcome. I'm sitting here with Miss Robin Spicer has been a member of the metaphysical club and since it was discover like three and a half years now, and a beautiful unfolding of the relationship and cosmic exploration. And so as we are sitting here during our metaphysical club class time, decided to hit the recording and share in the discussion because I think it might be beneficial to those who are listening. So I'm Sitara fe, ranked top five female psychic medium in the United States by the American Federation of certified psychics and mediums, the creator and founder of Mo NAD and monad society, as well as now cosmic balloon. So with that, Robin, now we're just diving into a rich discussion about food, how we feel food resonance, the vibration on the planet, and she was just getting fired up to talk about the Schumann resonance. So I want to just pick up right where we were. But I also want to share a little bit about Schumann Resonance, because I don't think that is common knowledge. So Robin, do you want to explain it? Or should I explain it for you jump in?
Okay, so Schumann Resonance is a measurement of the vibrational frequency on the planet, the baseline of the frequency of Earth is 7.83 Hertz. Now I have an app on my phone, that is the Schumann Resonance app, I will just say that vibrates at that frequency. And so when I'm feeling ungrounded, or maybe even a little bit anxious, I actually will go and just listen to that and tune in and meditate. To help calm my nervous system dropped me into the frequency of Earth and just, you know, remind me of grounding in that way. Sometimes it's very helpful.
Now, the Schumann Resonance has been in the last couple of years having extraordinary spikes where the resonance of the planet is going over even 100 hertz, which if we think the baseline is 7.83, for it to spike over 100 hertz, that's where we have major symptoms of dizziness, fatigue, emotional roller coasters, Shadow Work. It's like these things that come up. And some people want to attribute it to the astrological signs or where the planets are. Sometimes it's solar flares that come from solar storms on the Sun that then throw magnetic waves to the planet.
All sorts of different things. But yeah, Robin, you were just dropping in about the Schumann resonance and how that's been going for you. And I'd love I'd love to hear a little bit more spiking and it's like, okay, so I know many people that are getting vertigo, like symptoms, okay? Because it's, it's, it's like, okay, so you got the earth frequency rising. And then you got all this energetics going on in the sky. The planetary alignments are shifting the sun flares, there's definitely been a couple of them. So you got all this energy moving around this constantly. And it just seems it's almost like we're in a pressure cooker. And then the valve releases. And then it's like, okay, I can breathe for the day. And then the next day, it starts again. And this is the type of maths what it feels like this past week, two weeks, but it's but there's a natural release of the pressure that it levels you back down and go, Okay, this is better I can I can do this. And then it builds again. And, you know, with the planetary alignments, and I'm not really specific at which ones we got Venus that just went retrograde. We got Mercury going retrograde. There's so much happening energetically, and then you got the earth frequency spiking. And it's like, wow, kind of an overload.
You know, yeah, I keep going on so tired, something's wrong. Well, well with me. And then I like pop my head out of that little you know, pity party or whatever cycle I'm on and I go oh, no wonder I'm tired. Like
the collective the planet, the frequencies, the law, the law, because we weren't taught all these external energies affect us. It's well if you
Don't feel about you, it's on you, or it's the food you eat, or it's this or it's what you're reading or watching, you know, yeah, all that attributes to it. But when you think about it, the natural energy of our environment is what is going to give us these natural ups and downs. But to say, like, I went through this the other day, it's like, Oh, my God, what is going on with me? I can't do this anymore. And it's like, it's not you. You need to go find out what it is because it's not you. Well, I didn't have that gauge inside me going, it's not you, then I would have just melted into my sofa going, Oh, it's me. I don't feel like I'm not doing. I become a victim of Yeah. It's interesting how this is really playing out lately. You know, I agree. And I like that you said that because I actually have a friend. I was just chatting with her earlier today. And she has she flew she was into loom she was in Costa Rica. I met her from Bali. And then she just recently flew to LA and I thought in her Instagram Stories, she was saying, I feel good, but LA, you don't feel good. La, why don't you feel good, because I feel good. And I'm here in LA, but you don't feel good. And it's affecting me like I'm not feeling good, because you don't feel good. And it was a really funny way to put it. But also, we just spoke about share the prophecy. And I am going to talk about that here share the prophecy.com If you haven't seen it yet, it's an it's an anomaly anonymous, read that a woman who is a psychic and has been a psychic medium for over 20 years practicing doing readings, that sort of thing, along with my line of work. Somebody shared it with me, like I said, it's an anonymous read, I listened to it. And it really put a lot of things into perspective. But she talks about that too, of like what's going on in the collective field and where people's energies are getting, like stuck in the field that's there, but not knowing how to discern what's their energy, and what isn't their energy and how to unplug from what we might call the matrix or unplugged from the programming or unplugged from the collective field. Because we are all one and all that we don't have to participate in the collective chaos. We don't have to participate in the collective fear programming, like the underlying currencies that are there, there's a conscious or subconscious choice that a lot of people don't know they're making to plug into that, because it's part of our programming. And so when we start to become aware of it, we start to see that, okay, like you're saying, well, this isn't me, there's something going on, but it isn't me I'm just I'm feeling the ripple effects of what's happening. And I think there's there's two things that are going on with that is that
there's a collective like we're saying the lower the lower frequency that's like, okay, the collective This is where we feel sad or bogged down or in grief. And I definitely go through my own waves of it I had a couple of days ago, you know, like sitting on the beach, just We're never getting back to normal what what we knew life to be is never coming back. It is never coming back. So the more we can get into a place of acceptance, that we are never going back that we are only moving forward. And we're all moving forward with this giant fucking pandemic stain. This is a state like, I was thinking about this the other day to like the trauma that's actually taken place in the psychology of so many humans from this experience that has disrupted what they thought like what like what was able to be, and now it isn't, but the psychological trauma that's happened for so many people that don't have the resources or tools or connections to understanding these things, or these parts of our freewill choices to unplug. So I was like, wow, really reflecting on a lot of that and going okay, like there's, we got some cleanup to do, we got some things to do. There's some structure in place, and I really believe using myself as an example. I'm 33 I'm not married, I don't have kids. I have the life experiences that I've had I feel to shape me to be a person that can be in the leading edge during this time of bringing people into union with themselves into the sacred union with themselves to continue to be leading edge for the people that they are then there to help support and teach and nurture into the unplugging because the unplugging process is not pretty. The deprogramming process is not ready when we have to detox from that. Now, the other side
To the two is that we have our light body, integrating with our physical form that's changing our DNA, our cellular memory, and our biological and physiological composition. And that also doesn't always feel good. It doesn't always feel euphoric and exciting. And you're like, Yay, I'm in the space. It does, we have those peak experiences. But then in the integration, we'll say like, the warm liquid you phase for those that are awesome powers.
It's like that phase where our physical bodies are up leveling, our DNA is changing to a different energetic composition is Babi GuLing, a different energetic composition that our bodies then have to re assimilate to. And so there's, it's like, there's different layers of discernment, when you're sitting on the couch, or I say, when I'm facedown on my pillow, can't get out of bed, not because I'm depressed, but because I'm like feeling all of these things happening. And my body needs to show it's like a computer when your computer is downloading or uploading, it doesn't have a lot of room to do a bunch of other stuff. So it slows the whole system down. And that's essentially what happens with our bodies. So there's the upgrades that will slow us down. And then there's the discerning are we feeling the lower frequencies of the collective that are slowing us down? And how do we use our free will and I think that's really where it comes to mastering our discernment and mastering our energy, which I know you have a ton of experience in doing. So with a think that's it no matter what we're going through, if it's okay, so we're empathic
would have you do with the collective energy as an empathic? Well, the old school empaths, take it on, transmute it and clear it and put it back out, right? What if we're not supposed to do that anymore? What if we're supposed to just see the energy and not take it on?
Okay, and just bless it. Love it.
Send it the power energy of our heart, just as we have to do to our own body, like when you're on the pillow? Yeah.
The key to getting off that pillow is self love.
Right? So what I've learned in the last, honestly,
guys
love it. The frequency of love
is our answer to everything, no matter how your brain agree. Yeah, you know it when I'm, when I know my body is going out. I don't like what's going on and I want to disconnect. It's like okay, so I'm connecting into the heart space into the love. And just running that frequency of love through my being until I'm going okay, I can do this now. I rejuvenated myself and cleared out what wasn't mine as an empath. We took it one we don't have to anymore. In Matt is like the biggest thing I keep telling myself every day. I don't have to take any of it on. I can watch it and love it as it goes by.
If you don't want to transmute it,
right, yeah.
Yeah, I hear you on that. Completely. And I love this perspective, because I also have
a bit of my own personal connection to what you're saying with with my name. So Samantha is the obviously the female version of Samuel, which is a Hebrew name both in alignment our association with
listener of God, or good listener. good listener, I'd say is is the
easy translation, but ultimately means listener of God. And so when I found that out when I was little, I was like, oh, chatty, Cathy, you know, a little bit of a class clown sort of, like, you know, give me all your attention so I can make you laugh kind of little kid. Um, and so when I heard good listener, I'm like, Haha, that's hilarious. And then of course, I got into psychology and started doing the channeling and then really accepted my gifts and even more came through. And then when sea Thada came through when I started speaking, the light language, and I sat with that for about 10 years.
minutes before I knew that it was time for me to start going by that name.
One of the things that was the big difference is that Sujata or Samantha channel listener, it's like receiving information in this way. But she thought it means Morningstar. And it also means a few other things with the Sanskrit definition is Morningstar. And so when I learned that, I saw that my energy was shifting from being like a channel in that way. And receiving you know, the feedback of energy as an empath to being a beacon of light and having like fortifying the the strength in my own heart space, to be able to radiate and m&a in a room, that if I walk into a room, I'm not there to match the energy, which is what a codependent Empath does, yeah, you walk into the room, you read the energy, you feel it, and then you match it.
But that's not what developed empaths do. And this is why I have a passion for helping people, especially people, I really believe that a lot of empaths, and wildly gifted human beings are the ones that are most prone to alcoholism, drug addiction, any form of numbing, because of how intense this world can be. And without having the skills accountability group, being able to talk about it, it's very, very, very challenging to hold the weight of the intensity of what comes through when you're a sensitive being. And so instead of being thicker skin or dissociating, we go numb. And so that's where I have a lot of compassion for that because it was also a lot of my own journey was like, how do I make this go away? How do I turn it off? How do I just like, I cannot I cannot handle it. And the people in my world, this was me being in high school.
Like just didn't know, I love my parents, I feel like they did a great job. Ish. You know, not everyone has a clear report card with children in high school, it's fine. We all make it through, right. But at the same time, like I didn't even know how to communicate what I needed, let alone they didn't know how to participate with me in the way that offered that support. And that's where and why that's a lot of the drive of the passion that I have to bringing that education, like you're saying to being aware of the empathizing with the energy, and instead being a beacon. And that's where working with Kuan Yin as a key code mentor, as I learned through the SOFIA code and other teachings is that the frequency of compassion, truly the frequency of compassion, it's
it's the strongest field it's the strongest energetic current that we know that is in association with understanding another being love. Love is love and love can be felt and love is strong. And love is not a Hallmark card compassion in the association with whatever it is it's going on with another being will transmute like you're saying it'll just transmute and shift the frequency on contact, the other the other frequencies of the other energy there the other motion, it just has no chance to withstand pure compassion. But pure compassion has to be embodied. For it to be able to be effective, you can have the idea of compassion, but in that case, it's just an idea, you can have the idea of forgiveness, but until you've embodied the forgiveness until you've embodied the compassion, it actually doesn't, it's not as effective. It can be there, but it's maybe you know, like a washable marker shows up and then it goes away. It's nice for a fleeting moment. But if we want lasting permanent shift, to be able to be the person that evoked that it in my perspective and experience, it requires us to embody it first to be able to be
that ripple effect. Yes.
And you're a queen at that. By the way, you are an absolute Queen at that and the way that I have felt what I just described from you to me and times when I've gone like
when you're like okay, come back lady, and you've had your whoo and I'm like, Okay, we got this.
We know how to give and receive this experience is beautiful.
You know, when you think about what's happening in the collective, so many are taking the energy online.
And I in trying to identify it as it's mine. It's like I got a stomach ache or I got a leg cramp so it must be mine. And that's
Where I'm literally like, I literally just see, if we as a collective, do not take the energy on that to lower frequency, as you said, Be the beacon of light. Okay? Empaths are taught that when you go into a room, you like you said, you match the energy, and then you transmute it out, like you raise the frequency and transmute it out. We don't have to take it on to transmute it into a higher frequency.
But how many people can comprehend that in this moment in the collective
that, like, it's a simple concept, but you're breaking a pattern of programming that as an empath, and we know like you have your Facebook group? How many empaths are on that group? How many have been taught the same thing that we take it on to transmute it out to a different frequency? Yeah, well, right now the Facebook group is being banned. So at this point, never. Okay. Yeah. You know, thanks for bringing it up.
This one, I saw it, and I'm like, you know, what, I, I've had a very strong reaction to seeing this message before. And this time, I thought, I'm like, I'm over it. You know, it's like, I What can I keep doing, but I hear what you're saying. And I bring that up not to be like, Woe is me. But it is to be aware of what is taking place with the access to information that we have that is supporting what you're talking about. And I think the understanding why that's taking place for myself and other leaders in the conscious development and why we are feeling the need to go to other platforms like telegram or discord, or finding groups that like creating things that are not on these big companies that are being monitored his shenanigans. Yeah, all I'm gonna say it's, it's shenanigans. And I don't, I do not want to get into the minutiae, and I do not want to give the energy of what I believe is taking place, because I want to focus on what I'm creating, to be able to, to, to host a place where we can safely discuss the things that we want to discuss in unification.
Building me.
Yeah, and well,
I've heard that term a lot being on Bali. And a lot of like, I really believe a lot of people that are on Bali, during this time are, are leading edge. And there are other hotspots where there are groups of people that are leading into consciousness, they say that only 2% of the population is awake, which
it's
better, it's not better than none is better than none. But that, to me is also a signifier that we're like we're at the beginning, the generations that came through that were awake in the 80s they were at the beginning, a lot of really powerful spiritual teachings started coming through in the 80s was another wave like through the 90s. And then there's been waves there's generations right that come through the pave the way for us to be able to exist in this world protected, only seen by those with eyes to see and ears to hear that the like, I know that I'm genuinely invisible to people that are one can't see me don't believe for themselves, but also wish me harm. Like I I'm invisible, they literally cannot see me. I've experienced this before. And I was in a different mind space in a different place in my own healing experience. And I chalked it up as the man woman thing, that if I was a man, they would have looked at me or respected me differently or listened to me differently, which I also do know and believe is valid. And simultaneously, once I got out of that, and started doing my own healing, and we reflected on that I was like, oh, there was a different component going on there. I was actually protected because I also knew that these people's energy was not one definitely not in alignment with my own highest good or the highest good of
all.
And so, like we are here, we are protected. I've spoken a lot more about it in the conscious Starseeds video, which if you're having a baby or wanting to have a baby, it's great. But also if you're not and you're just aware that there's a there's a protected stream of conscious energy on this planet no matter where you are. And I think I'm kind of going off on a tangent but obviously it feels very important to like we have to know that we're safe. And so many of us that are wizards and have magical inclinations and are
sensitive beings, if you don't resonate with any of those things, or you're just highly emotional, let's just take it to the base, you're a highly emotional person, the chances of you being highly sensitive and highly gifted and potentially a medium are also very, very high. If that's the case, the potential for you to have had lifetimes where you have been a witch or a gypsy, or a soothsayer, or a fortune teller or a fill in the blank of these magical beings that have been completely.
I don't even I don't, I don't even know how to describe it. The will say the reputation has been stained by naysayers who may be acting from a place of envy, or jealousy, or whatever it be. We have scars from being harmed, and other lifetimes where our gifts have actually not been something that has protected our physical bodies. And so that trauma is stored in the memory of our souls. So that's why when we go into the classes, especially in the metaphysical cover the more advanced courses, and we talk about activating the soul memories, and we start to find that inside highly emotional people, or just people that are just slightly even more emotional, but just sensitive to the world environment, that those lifetimes will start to come up. And that's where the doubt and the skepticism and the fear I don't know if I'm safe. If I develop this, am I safe? If I develop this? Am I going to be ostracized from my community? It doesn't always have to be death. But am I going to be ostracized? Am I know you're going to be fit in? Yeah, I definitely plan says, a lot of us that are old souls, let's just call them old souls. We have memories of Atlantis, in our cellular being in our soul being that we carry with, and knowing how the the fall of Atlantis has affected us all. Um, yeah, it might have been at a higher frequency than we're at right now. Like where the earth is right now. It existed, they say on fourth dimension. So it was a little bit higher. But there was still
a lot of controversy, power struggles, destruction of individuals, if they got too big for their britches, they got ostracized, or, you know, what's happening in the world today actually happened towards the end of the fall of Atlantis. So when you think of it that way, and we reincarnate, you know, we do carry that memory of the fall of Atlantis. And
that's, that seems like when you think about that,
because most of the old souls have been there.
That in memoria, so yeah.
Intro So I want to just playfully ask you a question to push the envelope on that a bit.
What are your musings or beliefs around those experiences happening now? Simultaneously?
That on one timeline that Lantis is still happening and we're hearing
I see. Absolutely. And that our Souls still has a feedback are omnipresent. So has a feedback loop that's going on from that time period and place into what is also going on now within us. Absolutely. So that's what I've been experiencing. And like I said, when I'm saying I'm facedown on the pillow, it's that my physical body needs to chill so that my mind can be in silence and receive.
I have an aversion to the word downloads because it sounds so easy. It's but essentially, it is what it is. Right? Well the information coming
have to be Atlantis. It could be any parallel timeline. So like, that's what I was just gonna say. And I know that I know that this decision in the mind. And like, yeah, so it doesn't have to be just Atlantis or memoria it could be all have them. It like I don't think we're just if we only use 10% of our brain, and we're so freakin exhausted. We're what's happening to the rest of the brain.
What puts us who's measuring how much percentage of our heart raising? That's none of them? That's not No, nobody's measuring that. Yeah, oh, maybe I think Joe Dispenza has been talking a little bit more about the heart brain coherence, but from what I've been able to tell for years is that the consciousness of our heart goes far beyond the capabilities and consciousness of our mind. And when we are closed off to our heart, we're not able to experience all of that. So when I talk about like the Accessing soul memories, it is about healing the heart, doing the shadow work, forgiving your mother for giving the ex whatever it is that you want, whoever needs to be forgiven, embodying that forgiveness, so that the consciousness of the heart can actually open up, because, and this is what I've been experiencing in these integration periods, is that I am, I'm, there's an awareness that I am,
let's say, reconciling experiences that I have had, from what say, Salem witch trials as an example, Atlantis, as an example, Dragon lineages where I have been a dragon because that DNA inside of my body is activating so strong lately, I'm even noticing that that ripple effect is happening to the friends that are around me that are open to it that are saying, okay, yes, I'm ready. Yes, maybe let me explore this. And as that, yes, maybe happens, and they're going, I want to explore it, they're going last night, I literally had a conversation, my friend was just like, there was a dragon that came right in front of me. And I was like, Uh huh. And then what happened?
Tell me everything.
That it's all of these timelines are reconciling. And when I say reconciling, I mean, like, I had some traumatic experiences in my younger years, in order for me to grow up into being a mature adult that can have more mature relationships, and to be an effective business owner and entrepreneur in the way that I want to be. I have to feel that emotional body, well, in healing that emotional body, I go back, and I actually on the first episode of the podcast is
shifting memories from the past, I actually uploaded that specific transmission, that specific meditation because it's so powerful, that when, yeah, when we go into that, and we reconcile that in this lifetime, but then we get to the point where we've done the work for this lifetime. So our egoic mind has let go of its defenses in such a way that the heart coherence can now start reconciling the timelines from Atlantis from Lemuria, from lifetimes on other planets, that is activating the DNA inside of us simultaneously. So in the same way that I can go back and shift memories from the past, meaning my present time self can go back into that timeline, meaning at that point, my future self is there helping me I am experiencing my future self as my higher self, or as my guide, sometimes embodied as Mother Mary sometimes is calling in sometimes as a dragon. It's all of these guides that we have, they are aspects of the entirety of our being. And so those experiences that are reconciling and activating the DNA inside of my own physical body, inside of your own physical body, is from my perspective, what I believe the embodiment of the New Earth to be. So we're not building the new earth, we're not constructing anything at all, we're actually embodying or we're assimilating to the frequency of what already exists. The New Earth is already here, the new and I don't even necessarily like the term the New Earth. And some people get triggered by five d, in use whatever vocabulary term vernacular, you want to say, No, it's not going back to what it was. Exactly. So exactly. We need to embrace what
the collective has talked about. There's not enough love. Right? And you've heard it where you go over the last 10 years, like people are kind, they're, they're inconsiderate. They're rude. They're this. Well, if we get back into our heart space, and just send love out and be tolerant, and then I'm not saying be tolerant to
anything harmful, but just be present and on
allow things to flow around. If we all did that, that mindset of stepping into the heart space, that is creating a new vibration for the future, our children, our grandchildren will learn that, you know, instead of what they're learning, and have learned, well, it's me, I'm going to have a temper tantrum until I get what I want. Well, that's not from the heart. So if we all get back into our heart space, and Reza could be from a past life, you never know.
They could be having a flare up from memory that they can't describe in words, and we're just like, what's going on? I don't know. I'm cried out.
Who knows? Exactly. But you know, it's it's interesting that it all comes back to the love in the heart space, in the frequency of oneness within yourself and emulating that.
You don't need the religion, you don't need any mantra, just like, you know, early on in the conversation, you had said that the pandemic brought in a lot of trauma. The pandemic also brought us back into our hearts, because it put us into our homes to quiet us. So maybe that is the big shift that we really needed to
make a lot of people I know went, Wow, that shutdown was, it wasn't bad. I actually enjoyed being home, I got to work on my house. And I got time for me, because I wasn't out running around and doing 1000 things.
You know, we're overloaded as a society going, well, if I don't work, if I don't run from eight o'clock in the morning till nine o'clock at night. I'm just not doing what I'm supposed to do. And if you sit for five minutes, you're lazy. Exactly. Like that. That fell punishment that comes in is that, that I think it's actually very easy and graspable understanding of how societal programming grips us to sit for five minutes, and especially as like a mom, let's just shout out to the moms for a minute, like, sit for five minutes, because what you have toys all over the floor, whatever makes you lazy, this is not true. This is not what is the truth.
It's how society has programmed programmed us to think about ourselves, and that if we're not hustling and busy and grinding and stress, then were a failure. Yes. It's like,
no, no, that's not true.
Shifting. This is what we're shifting the ramming. And that shut down, assisted in the shifting of the program. And they it
the powers to be, I don't care how you word it. But they didn't realize that we all took a deep breath during that, because we literally went, Wow, I got a life. Yeah, you know, but it doesn't have to be outside. It doesn't have to Yes, I miss doing this. And I miss doing that. But wow, it's so nice to have my kids and my husband home. And I can make a nice dinner and we're doing family things within our home. Yeah, you know, and that in itself, taking it back to family to the home was is so nurturing, you know, and that's where we're all going back to that heart nurturing. Yeah, I agree. So, yeah, I agree.
I'm just contemplating if I want to go on a rant about how society programs us to be away from our heart, and
it's like how I'll just touch on it gently.
It's how normal it is to use people, how normal it is to drink alcohol, how normal it is to distract ourselves. And actually the hustle and the grind and all of that. It keeps us so in our head that we're actually not paying attention to our heart coherence. And when the mind and the heart are not in alignment, that's when the anxiety takes place. And we think anxiousness or anxiety is something you know, external or whatever, but if the heart and the mind are not in alignment, and that the heart and mind alignment is actually then governing the actions, then we get really far off from
What we want to be able to do for ourselves from a soul level, and when the soul is screaming at us through anxiety or through like the feeling of anxiousness or fear, it's really telling us to slow down and stop. And listen. Anxiety is an alarm bell that saying, listen, listen, listen, listen. And most people don't want to lean into the anxiety or lean into the pain or lean into the signals that are taking place or saying, hey, there's a coherence here for you to pay attention to it's important. This society wants to put a bandaid on that anxiety with, oh, well, you got something emotionally wrong with you. So we're going to give you pills to squash the anxiety so you can function.
That's the answer to anxiety, let's just pop a couple pills and go see a doctor and work through therapy. But here's the pills, don't forget to take the pills. Well, in the stigma on the therapy, or if you're getting help, or I've had a few clients that are firefighters, and I've had a lot of conversations actually with firefighters, because it's such a macho industry. But first responders are literally the people who are cleaning up the messes of car accidents and the things and the visions that they actually have to see and also clean up. And then if they because it's super macho, have a desire to see somebody or seek help. And some that I've talked to and said, well, they took the anger out on their family or they unconsciously were just lashing out at others. But they didn't necessarily like know that what was happening was at the trauma of the visions that they were seeing that they were hard wired hard programmed to be stoic in these experiences, not cry, not feel just pick up. It's super sad. Watch families like
forgets heart through death.
That is not easy. Like we, we there's no need to undervalue or placate the intensity of these experiences, and the effect they have on each of our hearts, no matter if that's your soul calling or not. And I do believe that some people are wired in a different way that they are more inclined to be able to handle that effectively than others. I do believe that we have different personalities in programming, like we all have our own lane and our own job. And simultaneously, the stigma that's in the field of the firefighting support. It's really, really, really shamed. It's really shame to be connected with your emotions, but you're expected to deal with these these types of life events. I think that the military is also Yeah, it's a really extreme example. But I think it holds like if we use that as an extreme example, and go, what else are we not allowed to feel by societal standards that we're expected to just numb and deal with and like move forward in life and not necessarily handle. But that's what brings us out of coherence with our heart. It's what doesn't allow us to embody the compassion that we're talking about. It doesn't allow us or encourage us to embody the forgiveness that we're talking about. And a different level, like I call wisdom like spiritual maturity. When we grow spiritually wise, we are embodying our wisdom that knows how to handle emotions differently and knows how to, we say manipulate energy, but knows how to work with energy and knows how energy works. We cannot do that if we are disconnected from our emotions, emotions and feelings are the gateway to being able to understand that but if we're shut down and our heart is shut down, there's there's, there's numb, they're stoic, there's brick walls. So when you speak of the firefighters, they don't have the ability to go into their superior to say, I need assistance. This was a little too much for me, without the stigma affecting their future with that company, right? Their reputation, let's say their reputation inside the firehouse because if they go to their chiefs, and they're like, I need help with this, or the person that is in the particular conversations that I've had, which was not like widespread sort of thing. So I'm like, I'd love to hear from some firefighters if they're listening to this, um, but that they they wouldn't be able to go to a chancellor and the
Chancellor was a person that, let's say, was like, almost like going to a chapel in a hospital. Okay, like it's a person that's dedicated to participate by in that way by means of like, the bridge to God sort of thing. It's like this is who you have. And yes, I think there was also maybe like designated psychologists that were able to support. And I don't know, the specifics of how that was included in their benefits, or if that was encouraged, would be off the record? Would that be confidential? Or like military conversations would be confidential, obviously, but if they were to go see them? I think there's semantics there. Yeah, I, you know, I don't think that the chief is going to come out of the office and be like, you know, bozo need some help over here, whatever. And then meeting that out. Yes. Also.
It's also if they were to ask for help, and then want to talk about what they're receiving for help and knowing that some of their other co workers need help, because their dark sense of humor, or let's say their drinking habits outside of firehouse, gone to an all time high, and they're not dealing with the emotions properly, but they can see it. Like, it's a very interesting world to navigate through, especially when you have a hard and male ego and expectation for machismo. And if you feel emotions, then you're, let's say, just less than, I'm not going to use the derogatory terms, because I don't think that they fit properly. As a female.
What that means when they ask you a question, do you the children, the boys, especially, are being taught that it's okay to have emotions? No.
Okay. No, and that's why I feel that's why I feel for men so much, and why I feel that women have a challenging time.
Getting,
like finding an emotionally sensitive man, or man that is connected to their emotions. And it's because
and I'm just gonna speak for the Western world, or, and I'm talking west coast, United States, I think the East Coast is even harder in this. I think there are different places where like, the cultural is a little bit rougher. And I think it is, I want to believe that it's getting better. But I also don't know. It's that, like little boys being told not to cry.
It blows my mind. It blows my mind. Like I'm, I'm honored when a man tears up in front of me. And I will be honest, I still have if I'm talking to a man and let's say it's the first like four or five times I've met him and he starts bawling based on something that's going on or something like yeah, I still have a little bit of like, Does this person have control of their emotions? And maybe same is true for me if like, somebody needs me, and I start bawling, you know, it's like, you know, do they have control of their emotions? So we have to like find, like, I think it's important to find safe spaces where we have that. But if the deeper subconscious programming is saying, men can't feel and it's not like That's why there are movements that are teaching men to cry and that it's okay to cry. I had one client that came to me, he had not cried in over I think it was like 15 years I had not cried and he came into my office and he bawled his eyes out. I've never actually seen anybody cry in the way that I saw him cry for the entire 90 minutes, this sobbed and sobbed and sobbed and I kept moving energy around and filled the room with love. And it was just like, wow.
That's beautiful, though, but moving forward, in the collective in, in in from what we're experiencing now. We should all be allowed to embrace our emotions without stigma.
You know, like, there should be no stigma on emotions. And yet that is like one of the hardest hit emotion of like, think about it, they put you on medicine, if they think you're too emotional, or they think there's so much around emotion and emotion is from the heart space or the combination of moving things through pain or anxiety. Okay, that you just keep storing up. Like
who said it's not okay to have emotions.
I don't know it might have been the same women are the same people that were burning women at the stake.
Good day. OB I think it's an interesting thing when we think of like, Why were we so focused on the witches that needed to be burned rather than the people that were actually Burning the Witches? Right? I was actually drowned.
I've been selling anything. I feel like I've got some sort of sailing thing going on, because I've been talking about that more than I have, like, ever
seen a healing session with a shaman. And it was one of the very first healing sessions I've ever done. And we're moving energy through my legs because of the nerve disorder. And He literally says, Excuse me, and he starts gagging. And like, any, he's describing this. And I actually felt like I was strapped to something. And he's describing that I was literally put into a wooden chair strapped to the chair, and literally flipped upside down into a vat of water. And like this man that was doing the healing work on me, literally went in the bathroom in liquid like spewing water out of his lungs. And like, I could feel the memory. I didn't he relived it, but I could feel it. And he came, he says, I've never had an experience like that before. You know that I was seeing what happened to you and feeling it. He says Robin I literally went in and got water out of my lungs. He said normally that's your job. He said, I took it on. And it was so bizarre. And today, he says, you definitely have cluster phobia. You got like all these. And I do. I'm very claustrophobic. And don't make me stay in one spot. I can't do it. I got to move. Like, and it's all part of that being strapped down. Yeah.
It's funny how things like that trigger. Yeah.
You didn't know.
I didn't know what that I was drummed into which
I've been John, I have experienced I've actually seen similar similar things and similar memories, for sure. Um,
but yeah, I didn't know that that specific memory you had? Yeah, experience? No, I didn't know that. But I do know that there are that our past life experiences of how we died definitely do carry on with us, which is also why the reconciliation of the soul memories I find to be so important in dealing with things like you're saying like irrational fears of flying or irrational fears of drowning. If these things have never happened in this lifetime, why is the claustrophobia? Or why is it germophobia? Or why are these things like I had, when I was younger, I had whole rib bowl like 10 out of 10 fear of needles, I did not want to get any sort of shots at all, I actually got chickenpox, I think, two or three times when I was younger, so I never had to get chickenpox vaccinations. Like, there were quite a few things that I didn't have to get. But even when I was younger, like my son would say I had an irrational fear about it. And when I started learning about past lives, and these things that would come up, there was a there was, you know, curiosity for me like was that a way that I was maybe executed in another lifetime, and or now with what's going on is that also just simply because I knew that there was an intuitive, like, not not really into this sort of thing that was going on, and I feel that it can manifest in a bunch of different ways. But I did I remember,
I can't believe I'm about to say this, but I remember being little like five or six years old, and I refuse to get whatever they were giving us at school. I was like, Man, I don't want to go and you know, get the hep B or whatever it was that we had to get. And so
I refuse at school. And so my mom had to take me to my doctor. And I remember being in the doctor's office and literally screaming at the top of my lungs long enough and I mean long enough for the doctor to completely give up to like I just absolutely won't do it. Because I like was just in that state of like, this is an absolute no for me. And they were trying to like hold me down and do all these things. And I was like, this is a no like this is such a hard no. And I don't I don't even really remember what happened other than the doctor hitting her level of frustration and being like, I'm just not going to do this like this is absolutely impossible.
This child's reaction
at that level, it's traumatizing. So if they would have continued on, it would have traumatized you even more than what your fear or past memory has.
There's their own connection. They're so interesting. Yeah. Very interesting. Yeah, don't necessarily, you know, have conclusions with it, but I have
instincts or, you know, there's things, there's things with that. But
I have also like, as a, as a healer and healing other people, I have experienced their ailments in my own body as as things are coming out. I think that's sometimes a very common thing. But one of the things that I have learned in that vein is that
it happens to me when I have a match, when whatever it is, that's coming through the person that I'm healing has a match to an experience that I have lived through or that I had gone through. So it's not actually that I'm receiving their stuff, it's actually that their stuff is highlighting within me that I can then also release what needs to come through simultaneously. And that that's what I've experienced with with even with empathizing, like, I used to be a lot more, I had this habit of like, let's say, bringing younger women under my wing sort of thing, and like really kind of mama bearing and taking care of them, and almost being an emotional caregiver, because I realized that I was want, I wanted that support when I was at that stage, and I didn't have it. So for me to be in that role with them was me reconciling those experiences or those desires that weren't fulfilled for me. And the more that I heal that part of myself, the less I do that, I'm like, oh, no, like she's got it. It doesn't have to be that but I was empathizing because I needed that healing. And so to go back to the empath thing, the empath like receiving and all of this stuff empaths go through trauma, there's no doubt I've never met an empath that didn't go through trauma. And when I see people that like, you know, maybe their parents bought a little bit or you know, but they pretty much had a pretty simple, let's say, childhood or whatever. They don't have that same sort of resilience. But they also don't have that same sort of, let's say, neuroses, if, if the resilience hasn't been integrated, then it shows up as neuroses and other things.
But that empathizing comes from the unhealed wounds in the healer, it comes from the unhealed parts within the healer within us that wants that reconciliation or that wants that support that we're giving or that wants to be seen in the way that we are seeing somebody else because other people don't see us in that same way. And so that part like that whole caboodle when we talk about the empaths, and the empathizing all comes back to how do we integrate? And how do we bring ourselves into a state of wholeness, that is going to be beneficial for our life journey at the core, and when it's beneficial to our life journey at the core, then that ripple effect happens, we're stronger with compassion, we're stronger with the embodiment of forgiveness, all the other things like build up an off of that. Okay, so I have a question for you.
Do you feel we have to understand or past life journeys to
move forward? For space? No.
Don't?
Because what we don't remember will appear if needed, or Yes. Okay. Yes. And
I don't believe that all past lives are associated to us specifically. And one of the things that I've noticed that because I believe in imprinting, in the same way that all say I had a friend that had this experience, and I was able to learn from it. I do believe that we are able to come into this body with kind of like a docket of information, where we were able to imprint from other people's lives that help us through this life.
These are my roommates.
Thank you.
But they help us through this life. And so I don't necessarily trust or fully believe that all information that comes up as past lives or visions is attributable to the person even if I am reading them. Now, I will say if there is a visceral like you're saying the water coming out of the lungs or you're having a reaction and it's coming out of your physical
Whole body, if that's taking place, then the likelihood of it being an actual Soul Memory rather than an imprint, I would say is much higher, and a little bit more trustworthy. Now, the other part to that, that I've seen that I think is like the shadow side of exploring past lives, past lives is kind of like the gateway to going into Lemuria and Dragon codes and like all these other things, right? It's like, oh, past lives, that's a little bit attainable. Maybe I believe in reincarnation, okay, then you have a couple past life experiences. And you're like, Okay, there's something to this, like, I've now experienced it firsthand. So I think there's benefit to it. What I have seen mess with people is the egoic attachments.
And getting stuck in the loop of what happened in the past life.
That's where I see that becoming a problem and actually a hindrance on the path of growth. That doesn't serve. So there's a curiosity. But then there's people that were like, well, I was a king in this lifetime. And I'm like, Well, you got some work to do in this body? Or?
Or yeah, yeah.
Yeah, and it's, and the thing is, is like, I really believe that we all have the codes of all of them. We all have the codes of slavery, we all have the codes of peasantry, we all have the codes of the middle class, we all have the codes of royalty, we all have the codes of even being leaders, we all have the codes of being followers, we have all of the codes inside of all of us. And that's where I could say that we are all one, because I do believe that our soul has access to experiencing all of these perspectives. In the same way that like, if we are to watch a movie, we get to experience what it's like to be in the shoes of the main character, we get to learn from what that experience is, or we relate to that experience, or we there's a takeaway of evolving our own experience without having to have that direct experience ourselves. But we're able to speed the process up. So when I was at the beginning of my journey and learning to do and I was doing a lot of individual one on one readings, I was reading a lot of past lives. Like I said, it's a gateway. So for me being at the beginning, a lot of people want to read their past life. So I'm like, Good, let's go for it. Um, and there was a lot of beneficial information that came out for me, that also fortified the belief in what I was seeing to be real. And so when I would read past lives that were very clear, and,
and that they would show up like memories that I had in this life. And so if they would show up like memories, and so I could, you know, it's like, memories are fallible. So maybe past lives are fallible, but I'm having these visceral experiences, and my body's changing, and I'm having a parasympathetic, like, physiological experience. And if I'm having those, okay, so that's concrete, I can believe that I understand this, this is making sense. This is why there's a power dynamic between this person that I just met, because there's some unresolved loot from a past life, I had those experiences as well. And then I started having Atlantean memories. And and then I'm going, okay, if I'm having Atlantean memories that are showing up in the same way that these other past lives are, then there's validity to this. And then Atlantis was real. And then I can actually start to remember the magical information that I embodied in the Atlantean lifetime, into this lifetime. That then teaches me from a soul level how to basically integrate the work that I'd already done.
And so that's what I do believe there's a beneficial component to remembering our past lives, which again, I believe is happening simultaneously. If what's going on on this planet. And if time doesn't only exist in the linear form, then we can actually integrate the information from those timelines are lifetimes or experiences.
And that's where like, I don't like to get caught up in the vocabulary or the semantics and it really comes down to the sensation of what do you feel in your heart. And if what you feel in your heart is activating these memories of being in Atlantis, then you are actually embodying the genetic codes of those experiences that activate a different level of intelligence that activate a different level of knowing that activate a different level of the psychic abilities coming through because they've already been fortified in other lifetimes, and that is where and why I believe that certain people or certain beings come into this world onto this planet having a different set of information
and higher levels of consciousness than others, and why certain babies are born in certain places rather than others, because they're already operating at a certain level of consciousness. Because through their life experiences embodied as human beings, they've been able to integrate and grow through different fields of consciousness so that the experience of awakening happens younger. And the experience of memory of those memories activating happens younger. Like for me, I had them as a child, I knew it, but I didn't know how to embody it. I still had, I still had the emotional intelligence of an eight year old, I still had the emotional experiences of a Westerner, American girl that had family dysfunction, and this sort of stuff. So it's like that consciousness can come through. But the consciousness is also only as good as the integrated emotional intelligence of the physiological body, Biological Chemistry also has to be nurtured. And that's where I do believe that we are bringing our physical bodies with us into the frequency of 5g or the New Earth or the assimilation into the next field. But that's what upgrades our DNA, and we upgrade our DNA every time we integrate a past experience that has created a loop. That's magnetizing or manifesting, let's say bad experiences or shadow experiences in this lifetime. Now, when we activate the DNA, we stop tripping on that wire, and we actually get to accelerate into a new field of awareness and people and community and conversations that that shift things. Do you think as we move forward, that we're going to get rid of the
reaction of good and or bad and just see everything as is?
There is no, yeah, yes. But I don't I don't think
like, are we going to see that in our lifetime? No.
And, and I'm saying no, I want I want to be clear on what you're asking, or what I'm hearing you say?
I don't believe and I haven't, since I was younger, that every single human being every soul that's on this planet is going to make the shift. And she for sure is not going to make the shift in our lifetime.
That's fair. Yeah. And so there, and right now what I'm seeing is like, there's the light, and then there's the dark. And I've seen this for a while. As the light gets brighter, the dark gets darker as the illumination of conscious evolution continues to build the fear and dark and chaotic and like attack energy also is kind of having these like lads last ditch effort sort of thing before integration occurred. And so a mass majority of the population is actually sitting in the middle ground, trying to figure out where they sit, or where they stay, or if they're waking up, or if they're not waking up, or if they're still in the programming or if they're this or that. So right now with let's say, we're coming to the end of the pandemic, or let's say we're coming to the end of the grip that let's say the sickness has, like, how many more rounds can this go, because it's kind of apparent that it's getting weaker, not stronger. So if there's, if that's taking place, then we know that there's the reconciliation of the emotional or psychological trauma, but also the the support that is helping the people who have woken up during this time to be able to start that journey.
And I've consciously been on it for over 10 years now, because I had to reconcile the pain that happened for me in childhood and early adolescence. And so that space of being fed up is an extremely powerful place. And I think a lot of people are really hitting that now. And so there are more and more people and the more and more people that are embodying light, the more and more accessible it is to more and more people. And so those that are shifting into that field and those that are shifting into that awareness are we call it the leading edge of consciousness. They are the people who are natural born healers, natural born teachers, natural born speakers, natural born writers that are helping to bring people into that and here's the thing. There's no uniform.
These people don't have to look like what you think they need to look like or act like and if they are looking like it or acting like it.
Follow your own intuition.
because it's not a part we play
not the ones that lead from their heart no, not the ones that are leading from their own space of integrity and genuine authenticity of knowing who they are.
And the people that genuinely know who they are, don't all look the same.
And don't all act the same and don't all talk the same. Yeah, exactly.
But what I can say is that, one indicator of it is, is that you feel free and comfortable in their company, you feel free and open in their company,
there isn't judgment, there isn't you have to act in a certain way, you don't have to do X amount of
whatever, you know, monster, or whatever it is. It's that people that have embodied their higher self, people that have embodied the consciousness of their true being, offer that liberation to others, just simply by being in the same room with them. And that's the way that you can tell that there's an authenticity and a freedom that offers a genuine expression of whatever needs to come through in that moment in that time, that just simply feels natural.
And I think that's the best indicator and best piece of discernment of knowing who is a part of, let's say, who's doing their work, but who's very present with themselves and
remembering the core of their true being remembering the core of their true essence. And through that the level of self acceptance and self forgiveness and self compassion that a person has to embody to get there to be free in their own skin and liberated in their own skin. That's what offers the ripple effect to those that are around them going, Oh, I can feel free. I can just be myself. It feels very lovely and natural and fun. Thank you.
And the conversation doesn't always have to be about like what we're talking about here. It could be about it doesn't have to be conversation, it could just be your own face together.
It could be that you're in a yoga class together not even having conversation. Exactly. You know, you feel it. You feel it's a sensation. It's not. It's not a conversation. No, it's not with words by no means. Yeah. Yeah.
Beautiful.
Yeah, I'm starting to feel a bit complete. Is there anything else that you wanted to know? Really covered? A vast?
Good?
We really did. We really did. Um,
can I ask this is kind of funny. But can I ask for just a shameless plug or what your experience has been with the metaphysical club. And I do want to say I want to I want to share this a little bit, is
I want to just talk a little bit about my personal relation ship with you. Is that okay? Good.
So I was connected to Robin because Robin found me on the internet, as people often do. And I remember our first conversation, almost like it was yesterday, and I remembered hearing your voice and there was something about your voice that just brought so much peace and serenity to my own heart and to my own soul. And you know, even though it was we'll call it quote, unquote, a sales call when I was really deep in the pain of the digital marketing. Before going through my several years of detoxification of that whole world, it's been very interesting.
But there was something that was so unique and so powerful. And as I say, the detoxification of that whole world, my life took a massive unexpected yet predicted turn
to get me to Bali and through that my life's really fell apart everything that I had thought that I built and worked so hard for literally was just like ripped from my hands, from my finances to my loft apartment, my dog, the partner that I was seeing the the trajectory that I thought I was on, literally everything like was disseminated. And through that it was a really, really, really hard period for me and simultaneously, it was a really hard period for me to hold a container for people that I was leaving as my own like will say, students or clients and I don't even like using those words when I talk about you the core that came through that period with me and sent me some of the most timely and beautiful messages when my heart was just falling apart.
or let's say the the shells of my heart were falling apart and my heart was breaking in the most excruciating it ultimately beautiful ways.
And so, that being said, I know that the experience wasn't perfect in the form of structure of what you would want a course or Class V. Yet, I also just want to say how unbelievably grateful I have been to each and every single message I have ever gotten from you. And this, like the relationship and the dynamic that we have go so far beyond what is business and what is classes? And what is this? And what is that like, there's absolutely no doubt in my heart that we're here to experience this soul journey and it's not a soul contract, it's not that you owe me anything or I owe you it's that we're, we're experiencing this life journey and this mass awakening, in unison to walk side by side and like we you know, are you good, you staying hydrated, taking care
to remind each other of that, and I just Yeah, I genuinely wanted to say thank you, and thank you for being open to this conversation and, and recording it with the intention to share with others today, I have expressed to you from the beginning that you assisted in changing my life
I was guided to you. And so much shifted, the intuitive connection Academy was the stepping stone,
you were videos.
There's just so much
raw
emotion behind the work you did, because of what you experienced. Growing up
that literally cracked me open to step into who I'm becoming. So
as you were going through some of your hardest challenges, and let's let's call them challenges
the group that you
the space you're holding in the metal group,
were able to nurture you back because of the love and the nurturing you gave us.
So that is a community that you want to be part of.
You know, because you don't have to be on point every single moment. You know, because of the group you pulled together that gathered around to learn to grow and to nurture you nurtured we nurtured that's what it's about.
So, yeah, there was no
Sitara.
I know you've questioned so many times did I drop the ball because I didn't do this this and this now it's it was it's perfect the way it is because it is the way it is.
And as long as we can hold that frequency it's perfect the way it is no matter how it is we're together that's perfection
and we're always learning from each other.
Anyway I
love you so much. And thank you so much for just showing up in my in my world and life and yeah letting me and giving me the opportunity to participate in your life with you in the way that we have been able to and like I shared with you before we started recording it really feels like this is even just barely the beginning. We've already been doing it for a few years. It's still like just barely the beginning apps there's so much more there's so much more and I'm starting to feel it and I'm really I'm really feeling ready and I
I wouldn't I don't feel
I haven't thought about this but I don't think that I would feel as ready had we not had those experiences of going through the ups and downs of what the last few years with those programs have been of knowing that no matter how bad it gets, no matter how hard the ball hits the floor, no matter how hard like whatever it is it's I mean my my my motto has always just been just keep showing up.
Just keep showing up, keep showing up, just keep showing up, like I will show up, and I will maybe be a mess that day. But I'm like we're showing up, we're going it's it's like that, that resilience. It's not ever something that I had to learn.
I just, I just knew that showing up with an earnestly rather than backing out and hiding with the flakiness, which I did with YouTube, because I couldn't handle I couldn't handle strangers sending me messages being like, I can see it in your eyes, what's going on, it got to me that that got to be too much of an open window that I wasn't
willing to participate in.
But within the community where there was a safe place for my broken heart to be seen and nurtured and loved and appreciated, I do think it, it fortified a different bond between us as human beings. And simultaneously, I think it's also what confirms to me that, that that we're here, we're in this, like, we're in this together, we're sorting things out together, and we're traversing, like you've said, like, we've never experienced these frequencies on the planet before. But we know that we're here for this. And we know that within ourselves, we have all the information, all the encoding all the understanding of what we're meant to do every single step of the way, our future self, our higher self guiding us at every moment. And knowing that like, we can't do it alone, nor do we want to the little bit terrifying, you don't want to do it all alone. So yes, just thank you. Thank you, thank you. And with that, I don't even I don't even really want to talk about cosmic gloom in the way that I was thinking about it, I can just say that.
Like, go check out the website at mon ad society.com. Or you can type in mon ad society.com forward slash cosmic bloom 11.
You can also find it in the link tree on Instagram or in the description below this YouTube video.
If you're listening to it on a podcast, find me you will know the intuition will be so strong that you will know that you will find the leak. I know this I know this. And I will be right. Yes, exactly.
And so with that I I had some light codes coming through at so many different points of this conversation. And so I actually don't feel called to share the light codes but what I would like to do is just simply share almost like a shavasana we could just take a few seconds maybe 20 to 30 seconds of just being in silence and feeling the space feeling the energy of what has moved through for all of us.
Last year
I see
thank you
thank you so much.
Robin, it's been such a blast experience to been in this way with you. And so we'll go ahead and say thank you also for those of you who have listened and yeah, please feel free to stay tuned and when the time feels right. Please investigate cosmic bloom and reach out and ask any questions that you may have. And I think with that we can say as usual for me integrate the healing and the lessons received with courage, self love and compassion. Our connection here today is very much in love very much held in gratitude and compassion and very much complete.
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